My Dear Frens

Wat a good frens i hav ah. My advice to u all frens, pls be a good n helpful fren n dun be a fren who betrays k. Dun hurt other people like u all hurt me . It is just meant for some frens. They will know who r they when they read my message. This is enough for me lah. Some people says that they r christian but they wont practice christianity because they think i m some kind of bastard. I know it is a bad word but i feel so hurt . Why god do this to me. I m a fren who willing to sacrifice for others n why can they be the same like me ah.

I Feel Like Dying.

Today, I knew the true colour of my frens. So call frens. U all want to know wat is frens. It is just waste of time. Perhaps, I got the wrong frens. Whenever, I call them to go out or something, they will some stupid reason to just ignore me but whenever they go out, they would not call me. It is just that i m bad luck is it. I knew tis thing will happen from begining. I was a happy n cheerful person n used to be that person. From nowonwards, I m a different person. They all will feel sorry why they change me. haha, it must be joke if they said that. They will say who cares about the idiot n just die only. I felt so betrayed k. I want to die. God, I hav a proposition for u, Can u take my life away. i dun wan anything else. Frens is a word of sin. It must be a joke. Yeah, who cares about my feelings . It just tat i m a indian n the colour of sin for u all is it. Wat a good fren that i hav ah. Who r ur frens ah. Dun trust anyone in this world even urself. They all will suck ur blood until no blood left in u. I wan to die, die. Just give me poison n kill me off k, frens. At least u all can prove ur sincerity by killing me.

The Reason

I m so emo for this week, there is a reason. I hav no other prob other than girls. there is a girl who i like. She is nice n smart. I love her so much. I feel like dying lah. She is totally ignoring me. i dunno why she is ignoring me. is it wrong to like the girl. she is the nicest n closest girl that i hav get so far. help me someone. That's why, i dun wan to enter the lounge because i hav to face the girl. The GIRL did not even say any word to me for past this week. I m so hurt wei. I dunno wat to do anymore. Just let me die only k. At least, she will be much more happier wifout me around in her life anymore. She dun hav to face me . The simple solution for the prob is i will hav to die. dying is so easy n dun hav to get hurt this much anymore ready.

NEW YEAR DINNER BUFFET AT PALACE OF GOLDEN HORSES

Yesterday, afternoon we all went to palace of golden horses for vacation since my two uncle came to our house to stay until new year. So, my father took them to palace of golden horses to stay since he is the member at the hotel. He got a free penthouse promotion n we took dinner buffet at the hotel. At eleven o' clock, my uncle started the drinking party. I was not allowed to drink or else my parents will kill me. The dinner buffet got a lot of food such as cream soup, roasted chicken, fried rice n manymore. I tried to eat as much as i can. I could not eat so much. then next morning, we wen for swimming in pool.

FUN AT SUNWAY LAGOON

IT WAS A JOLLY DAY IN SUNWAY. I , Eden n Li Sia wen to Sunway Lagoon. we took the two park package which inclusive of water park n amusement park. we took most of the ride together but unfortunately certain ride needs two people only. Since i m the odd one, i hav to wait for another single partner to join me. We walked along the longest bridge n li sia was so scared. Eden was like complaning that she is tired of walking. We took the grand canyon ride at Wild Wild West park. We all took our lunch at Wang's Cafe. Then, we wen along the river n i made Eden n Li sia to get hit by waterfall. Eden wants to ride in G-force so much but the ride was not there. We all wen to Kim Gary's at Sunway Piramid. Unfortunately, Eden always get the not good taste food. We excepted a lot of people to go but they did not turned at last. We followed Eden to c her friend who working at Sunway Piramid. Eden hav a very small bladder . Oh yeah, Li sia dropped her specs in waving pool. We all help to find her specs. The trip was exciting .

exam is near

next is my jan exam n college also so boring n i feel like not to study. I m forced to study to get good result n we all will be goin to sunway lagoon next week after christmas . elmois emmo club is finally created n all emmo guys can join this club u know. Merry christmas to all n especially to my sis, wen jo n eden .

I m so emmo for this week. I m tryin to be happy n thanks to my good friend, eden n ka hui including the trio. They had helped me a lot to clear my emmoness. Oh yeah, i forget to tell that my friend calling me moto moto n it is all because of mdagascar 2. I donated blood this mon n i feel great. My aunt's house is so boring n i hav to stay in her house for one month. This is my saddest holiday for me.