My Dear Frens

Wat a good frens i hav ah. My advice to u all frens, pls be a good n helpful fren n dun be a fren who betrays k. Dun hurt other people like u all hurt me . It is just meant for some frens. They will know who r they when they read my message. This is enough for me lah. Some people says that they r christian but they wont practice christianity because they think i m some kind of bastard. I know it is a bad word but i feel so hurt . Why god do this to me. I m a fren who willing to sacrifice for others n why can they be the same like me ah.

I Feel Like Dying.

Today, I knew the true colour of my frens. So call frens. U all want to know wat is frens. It is just waste of time. Perhaps, I got the wrong frens. Whenever, I call them to go out or something, they will some stupid reason to just ignore me but whenever they go out, they would not call me. It is just that i m bad luck is it. I knew tis thing will happen from begining. I was a happy n cheerful person n used to be that person. From nowonwards, I m a different person. They all will feel sorry why they change me. haha, it must be joke if they said that. They will say who cares about the idiot n just die only. I felt so betrayed k. I want to die. God, I hav a proposition for u, Can u take my life away. i dun wan anything else. Frens is a word of sin. It must be a joke. Yeah, who cares about my feelings . It just tat i m a indian n the colour of sin for u all is it. Wat a good fren that i hav ah. Who r ur frens ah. Dun trust anyone in this world even urself. They all will suck ur blood until no blood left in u. I wan to die, die. Just give me poison n kill me off k, frens. At least u all can prove ur sincerity by killing me.

The Reason

I m so emo for this week, there is a reason. I hav no other prob other than girls. there is a girl who i like. She is nice n smart. I love her so much. I feel like dying lah. She is totally ignoring me. i dunno why she is ignoring me. is it wrong to like the girl. she is the nicest n closest girl that i hav get so far. help me someone. That's why, i dun wan to enter the lounge because i hav to face the girl. The GIRL did not even say any word to me for past this week. I m so hurt wei. I dunno wat to do anymore. Just let me die only k. At least, she will be much more happier wifout me around in her life anymore. She dun hav to face me . The simple solution for the prob is i will hav to die. dying is so easy n dun hav to get hurt this much anymore ready.